I'll be doing something completely simple, and then I will get this sinking feeling in my chest. And, it feels like my whole body is just overcome with sadness. To the point where I am afraid to breathe. Because really...This cannot be my life."
Erika posted that on her blog shortly after she lost her dad.
My heart sank.
I remember that feeling.
I hate that feeling.
Sometimes I still get it.
Through the roller coaster posts of her losing her dad, I cried for her.
I cried for baby El.
Do I know them?
Nope. I read her blog.
I comment even less.
No matter how much I wanted to reach out to her, I couldnt.
But now I wish I had.
9 years ago today, I lost the greatest man in my life.
I don't have any pictures of him on my computer right now,
and this is not all I want to say.
But for today, this is enough.
Miss you Dad!