Mommy misses you terribly.
Right before I lost you, I got to the point where I found myself touching my belly without meaning to.
I miss that. I miss you.
This would be your first holiday season.
You would be crawling!
How crazy is that thought?
I hope you're having fun up there with your grandpa.
Ha, grandpa. Something you wouldn't have if you were here with me.
I know he is taking great care of you, he took great care of me.
You are in my mind all the time.
Since Arianna has been here, I let her wear your clothes sometimes.
She is so stinking cute in them! I know you would be too.
I bet you'd have mommy's blonde hair :)
I don't buy you things anymore, but I cherish my suitcase full of your things.
You influence my daily life, I will make a difference for you Izzy.
I promise, I have to make you proud(and grandpa!).
I hope you look down on me and are thankful that I'm your mommy.
I love you beautiful.
your heartbroken momma