Sunday, August 28, 2011 four years, or no?


So with that said, my college experience this far:horrible!
I know as an off-campus student I can't really judge my year yet since classes have yet to start. But I do. I'm that person :P

First big event on campus was for all freshman to go to a Clipper's game. Did I get the memo? Nope. No email, nothing in the mail. No posts online. But yet it was for everyone. So before classes even start I feel like an outcast.

I had decided this past week, I was going to shine this year. Good grades, tons of friends, go to all campus events even if I don't feel like it. I didn't wanna do anything to prevent myself from having a good college life. Now I'm just not sure anymore. I don't have friends. I'm too afraid to go to events alone. Most things are for 2 or 4 people. So of course roomies, where does that put me?

I think this is enough complaining and rambling. I promise not to have another post like this! It was just good to vent!

Slightly bummed,


Kristina said...

It's still wayyyyy to early to be feeling this way, my dear! But I like how you set yourself such great goals! :D You will start making friends and eventually feel comfortable enough to go to the events. If you don't want to go alone, I don't blame you. Have some patience and be yourself :)

Meghan said...

Thank you Kristina, you're so sweet! &i'm glad you still check in on my blog even if I slack at updating! This weekend will be a post with pictures :) Class starts tomorrow so I'm off to bed. Take care <3